Okay, now that I've gotten that - read previous entry - off my chest, I can sigh in contentment because it's really, really nice to be back here in Tabulas. I see there have been a lot of changes with the CP, and I'm still tinkering my way around the new features. Really, I don't know how I managed to stay away this long.

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So...what to talk about? Our third "semester" in Vibe's street dance (new style hip hop) is about to end. Last session will be next Tuesday. But we'll be enrolling for a new sem again and that would go all the way till the first or second week of December maybe. After that, I think we should take a rest...Christmas being a busy season and all. Then maybe go back February...

I think I'm improving in dancing, but I wish I could improve more. At least my body's more flexible...there are a lot of things I'm amazed I can do now, things I wasn't able to do at the start...I look forward to the next sem since a few others might be joining us. The more the merrier really...

LJ Smith has announced on her website | ljanesmith.net that she is halfway through writing a new Vampire Diaries story, initially titled Damon (with the new series currently marketed as The Vampires Diaries: The Return, and the first new Diary simply called Damon), picking up where Dark Reunion finished. She was also written a short story entitled Blood Will Tell, considering what might have happened had Stefan decided to drink the blood of Matt, Meredith and Bonnie. Scenes from this story expand on the frisson between Bonnie and Damon that was hinted at in Dark Reunion, and which could be expanded on in the fifth book, released on March 1st, 2009.

Okay, thanks to Arnie for leading me this. You are so lapad! Hahaha. Dahil sa iyong curiosity, I ended up knowing this. I benefitted from your spoiler instincts, your lapad- err, highness. XD

This is so cool. XD I want to read Jez and Morgead's Night-out, the untold tale. The Vampire Diaries fifth is.. unexpected. I thought it was only until Dark Reunion. I want to read Blood Will Tell which is like an alternate ending for Dark Reunion.

I also want to read Jez and Morgead's Night Out. Okay. I want to read everything. Hahaha. Love love the Redferns. Love love the Kellers. XD

So here are the stuff in the site: Blood Will Tell, Thicker than Water, Brionwy's Lullaby, Ash and Mary-Lynette: Those Who Favor Fire, and Jez and Morgead's Night Out.

Cool. XD

Ehem. CHAM. YOUR FAULT. Yes. Your fault for introducing me to these, you vampire you. XD Love em high school days. XD

I read the leaked chapters of Stephanie Meyer's Midnight Sun. It's the fifth of the Twilight Saga. This time, the story's is in Edward Cullen's point of view. Okay, I don't know. Words aren't enough to describe it. It's just.. darned good. I love it. Haha. The file said that it was copyrighted 2006.. So I guess it will be released soon, I hope? I got the file from the leakage. XD

Okay. Sorry for the spoiler kids. LOL. But at least you know there's something to look forward to. Rawr.

I want a copy of Midnight Sun. I saw this section in Meyer's web last month but I didn't check the posted file then. I remember reading something that says Meyer was not happy because of the leaks on Midnight Sun.

Haha. Wait. I should finish Breaking Dawn first. T_T

Oh wait. Midnight Sun is on hold. Ugh.

Ay wait. Finals pa pala T_T Ugh. Sembreak. Or weekend. LOL.

Okay. I was thinking that maybe the leakage was done on purpose. If Meyer handed the manuscript to someone she trusted, why should there be a reason to leak? I mean. WTF. Haha. Maybe the leakage was like some move so that Meyer can get feedbacks. It's weird. Maybe.. Just maybe. Because this never happened to Eclipse, New Moon, or Breaking Dawn. Right? I don't know actually. Haha. Meyer ah! Ikaw aaa.. Joke.

Okay. I'm happy. Art app prof said to submit a painting then report about it in class. I found one, neoclassicism movement- since that's what I was assigned. I picked the Dew Gatherer from www.robertsherer.com.  There. I think the reporting started Wednesday. I got lucky last Friday because  ten people were called and I forgot to research on  Dew Gatherer. I google-d  it up  last night and got a bit worried because there were no interpetations. The painting isn't very famous. I found his email on his website.. So I emailed him. I asked for his permission and stuff  then yeah, he allowed me and even sent me a copy of the Dew Gatherer. Oh diba? At least I won't be accused of  violating copyrighted stuff. There.. So he told me the story behind Dew Gatherer.

It feels nice to present something  in class. It's nice to report about something  I gathered firsthand. :D I will print out his email  and bring it to class on  Wednesday.

So here it is.

Robert Sherer's Dew Gatherer. Oil on canvas. 1996.

I never thought that relatives can be burdensome. Family? Huh. Funny how they call nuisances that. I don't think they deserve to belong to a supposedly "team". You get me. They should be helping you out, watching your back. But what they do is stab you in the back and push you so hard.

Take my own sisters. They create so much problems. It makes me think that they're the problems. Geez. Imagine riding a cab and not having money to pay for it? It was around P200. Mom had to pay for it.

So I have confirmed that they truly are liars. Yes. I can't and shouldn't trust my own sisters. They lie to my parents- they lie to MOM. What more if it were just me?

Another is my uncle. He's such a shithead, I don't know why he came back. He's one of the main sources of problems here at home. He's such an assbrain. I don't know why his pea-sized brain can't even swallow the fucking fact that he isn't needed here and he's just another burden. He truly is. I think he even carries the wishing well of bad luck in his ass. He's a fake too. I can never trust him. I'm in deep trouble if he turns his back on me and my mom because exposing pieces of information dad shouldn't know will get me in a mortuary. And I swear I'll take him with me. Maybe all of them burdensome trashbags. Hah. I apologize to my tita and to my cousins. He's a damn retard, see. Oh wait, so are you tita. Mukha kang pera eh.

That's the root of everything though. Money.

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

- Hero/Heroine - Boys Like Girl

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Damn. :| I don't know what to do. Dear God. I don't know. Yes. I feel like a new born child.. If that's possible to feel. But yes, things do feel... new.

I never knew that emotional pain can turn into physical pain. It's so real. The ache in my chest is so real it's almost surreal. Weird. I end up putting a hand over my chest because it really really pains. I can feel this longing and heartache. I never knew I'd this be hooked. I never knew it'd be this deep. I'm so dead when this ends. The pain'd be enough to kill me.

It's been years, love. It's been years.. I am not tired. I never felt tired.

God. I'm inlove. I still am. More than ever.. Sigh....

Does your password have to do with a boy?
-- nope.

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
-- look after me.

Are you a girly girl?
-- no.. but i have tendencies. haha

Small or big purses?
-- depends on where i will go and what i will do.

Do you enjoy drama?
-- only those worth watching.. but in life? enough's enough. o.o

Do you stay friends with your ex's?
-- i do.

Did you dress up on Halloween?
-- nope.

Do you call anybody by their last name?
-- yes, i do.

How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"?
-- let's see. =)

Do you wear makeup?
-- when needed. like if there's a formal gathering.

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
-- yeah. i dont open my mouth but then again, there's the question of proper application. XD

Have you ever cooked food for a guy?
-- for my brother.. so yeah.

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
-- yeah, in a joking and loving manner. lol. what are friends for. ;)

Have you ever broken a guy's heart?
-- yes.. who hasn't?

Eyeliner or Mascara?
-- mascara.. i love my lashes. kinda. lol.

American Eagle or Hollister?
-- ngek. neither.

Skirts or jeans?
-- jeans.. but then almost everyday of my life, i wear a skirt. i have to.

Straight or curly hair?
-- curly.. :) i want curls.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
-- yes. of course.

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
-- uhm.. dark maybe but.. doesn't matter.

Do you have a best friend?
-- well.. yes..

What do you think about the person you like?
-- well. he's okay. he has to be. of course he is.

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
-- i imagined myself having one but that doesn't mean i'll get one.

Do you like your life?
-- i don't know.

have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
-- swimsuit = clothing? so yes.

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
-- yeah.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
-- yes.

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
-- oh yes.

IN A BOY:
Preppy or Punk/Goth?
-- uhm.. preppy punk. kidding. as long as he's presentable+clean.

Well-educated or Dropout?
-- well-educated. duh.

Contacts or Glasses?
-- glasses.. hm hm.

Good cook or took you out a lot?
-- boooooth! haha.

Funny or Serious?
-- seriously funny. er.. funny serious.. er. naturally funny but knows when to be serious.

Romantic or Daredevil?
-- both.. oooh. XD

Cute or Hot?
-- they're almost the same. hot nalang. bwahahahaha

 

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